I thought you're always mine. :|

Monday, January 31, 2011


- D.E.L.E.T.E.D -


I have deleted those photos you unliked of mine.

Is kinda hurt...
But nvm (:

Is alright.

Changed..mind.

I'll put down on euu :x

(temporally)

Did You Miss Me?


I just cried for you |:

Hearing the song...

What can i do?

I wanna ask you.

Can you come back to me?

Even i say i dont want.

You just cute when euu blink. (x
LIKE ME :D

Kekekekee :x

Eu smiled.- :)

Missin Eu`



- Goodbye, is the saddest word -

Sunday, January 30, 2011


Your H.U.G to Me -


im missing you.

You feel that?
:x

Come back to me...

Talk to me...

Find me...

Hug me...

Okay? (:


I'll Wait You ;D

Friday, January 28, 2011


Your Eye On Me.


I know that you were looking at me first.

I love the way you look at me and then you smiled :)

I was soooooo nervous on the time.

*sigh

Dont know what can i do when i saw you /.\

But it comes naturally when i saw you :|

Hey! hmm....i want to say,
x) I MISS YOU (x

The best thing for me is....

I can know what you doing....and where are you.

this prove....i understand you mah?

Maybe counted guaa (=

Hope that you will be fine...

Take care,Baby :*

Tuesday, January 25, 2011


Dreamed you last night (:


你懂么?! 你懂么?!
我梦见你勒^^

我好开心开心开心内~

我很久都没梦到你了……

这次~
是我第二次梦见你了……

想知道我梦到什么吗?
哈哈哈哈……

就告诉你少少~
不能多哦! ;P

我和你在回一起了……
就到这里! :x

但是……真真的……我不想和你在回一起,
不想要在痛多一次 |x

你懂有几痛么?
那种感觉……蛤~你是不会明白的…
/.\


Saturday, January 22, 2011


There's something you just need to do.



Yeah~~ My dear..you think wider already (x
So happy to see that...
So what you have to do next?!
Let me tell you bah xD

Remember: Smile everyday.
No Smile no life! (x

Think of me yah (:
Always remember me... hehe ^^

If thr's anything happen,
I'll be there for you (:

Study hard...let's together GAMBATEH! ;D

GARYAO! Dear x]


Thursday, January 20, 2011


Words. -


读第一句话我就哭了.... :


1.分手后,我还认识你,不过不想再见你,你过的好,我不会祝福你,你过的不好,我不会嘲笑你。因为我们从此陌生。你的世界不再有我,我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你,抱歉,我失去的,也是你失去的。。。


2.很偶尔的,你会找我,联系我,你的突然出现,还是会挑拨我的心弦。只是,我也学会对你伪装了,不冷不热,不咸不淡,笑得没心没肺,也不会再流那廉价的眼泪了。然后听你轻轻地说:“你变了。”


3.总要等到过了很久,总要等退无可退,才知道我们曾亲手舍弃的东西,在后来的日子里,再也遇不到了。


4.再见了,我那么那么爱你,虽然笨拙,但也努力做了好多,所以我不遗憾了。现在,我把爱情还给你,你把我仅有的一点点骄傲还给我好不好?


5.我还是会相信爱情,只是不会再相信爱情能永远。


6.你突然点醒我,我们相识的时间能够以年计算了,你找到了你爱的,而我,还在原地徘徊着。


7.我们再也不会像以前那样,以彼此为不可替代;我们再也不会像以前那样,那样用力的爱,直到哭了出来。



非主流


有时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆。


有时候,突然觉得心情烦躁,看什么都觉得不舒服,心里闷的发慌,拼命想寻找一个出口。


有时候,发现身边的人都不了解自己,面对着身边的人,突然觉得说不出话。


有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。


有时候,突然很想逃离现在的生活,想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。


有时候,别人突然对你说,我觉得你变了,然后自己开始百感交集。


有时候,希望时间为自己停下,做完己还没来得及做的事情。


有时候,想一个人躲起来脆弱,不愿别人看到自己的伤口。


有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来。


有时候,明明自己心里有很多话要说,却不知道怎样表达。


有时候,觉得自己拥有着整个世界,一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。

真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,却依然觉得孤单。

有时候,很容易感动别人的关怀,有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。


有时候,看着时间一点点流逝,任凭叹息,自己却无能为力。

其实,有时候,真的会想这么多。。。



寞孤独的夜,只剩我一个人

在这黑漆漆的房间里,我没有开灯

只是静静的坐在电脑前……落泪

丢了的自己,要记得捡回来…


这么久以来,才发现原来没有一个人懂我

我的困难,我的不开心,我的疲倦

没有一个人知道

什么都是我默默的在承受



Wednesday, January 19, 2011


Flying away~


Dear...Dont sad le...okay bo? :x
I know you always think of him (:

I sent you those msg doesnt means that he with you not enough FREEDOM.

Just....you can give him more that he want (:

He break with you...not that he dont want you already...

SOMETIMES there's some thing have to think on other way. Maybe there's a way to make it right de.

Not only you sad that he leave you...me also sad de mar... Who want to see you ends up like this? NO ONE! :|

Since he dont want to reply your massage then you wait till he reply lor...
Dont scare of anything...You must be TOUGH! :D

Me and Zane day day beside you geh.
Got anything find us (:



EVERYBODY WORRYING YOU.


Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Missing Eu.


Miss youu...

Ling saw this?

=|

Dont sad le... 有時候……事情變到將,我們也不想的.對吗 ?

不要再難過了…… 但如果你想哭,
我借你我的肩旁,好麼?
我看Zane也很樂意借給你的 (:

你這樣……我也很難過啊~

我的情況也是和你一樣啊~只是時間不太一樣罷了……

愛情就是將,
想來就來,
想走就走……

我們只好面對事實啊.

我不懂要怎樣安慰你...

因為那時的我……你也不怎樣安慰到我.
只好讓我大哭……

這次我就讓你哭……哭到你覺得舒服.
懂麼?想哭就哭出來……
沒什麼好害羞的……沒什麼好丟臉的~

沒有人會笑你的……


:: 每個人都會有脆弱的一面 ::


Monday, January 17, 2011


€ Promise €


I still love you.




为什么……
别人有的特别幸福而我就没有~
我还没遇到么?

有可能bo~

我想告诉YOU,
我不爱别人因为我还爱着你……
我想要的……现在,
你就却给不到我…

我朋友从来都没有叫我放弃你还是放下你.

而我……就一直提醒自己你再也不会在我身边了.

你看Zane?
有了么? (幸福)
有……但是她还不想要

要的人就没有……
不要的人就偏偏有~

公平吗?! 很公平的....

Zane: 珍惜你所拥有的,懂么.

Saturday, January 15, 2011


Forget you from NOW.


I wish....we never meet before yah (;

I dont want any sweet memories in my mind...

When i was boring, i think of you.

I really wish that we never met before at all

x'|

You dont know how much it hurt when you leave me at the day.

You wont understand...

You hurt me easily...Simple~

Do it whatever you like now!

YOU ARE FREE !!!

-
♥ :: Bendan, misz eu again. ::

Thursday, January 13, 2011




And today....

100days break up le )x

You chat with me yesterdayy...

I still remember the place we go...

How we know ourselves...

The way you treat me...

And now...

ALL GONE.

noothingg i can do le :x

No Moooood~

-
♥ :: Bendan, 100days. ::

Wednesday, January 12, 2011


Not MINE for now.


Dont think much le.

Heart really break le.

Stay long till 100days bah (:

I know the person not me.

NOT me anymore~


My JOB for NOW :
STOP thinking of you,
STOP saying you,
STOP taking you up from my friend's conversation,
STOP notice you,
STOP knowing you that you're REALLY good!


YOU SUCKSS!!!

-
♥ :x .Bendan, HATES you more than ANYTHING! x:


Tuesday, January 11, 2011


Pass By Me.


我们就将的 嚓见而过.

你为什么那么down???

我有点胆心哦……

和我讲话好么?
(:

我等你……

-
♥ .Bendan, WORRIED. (:


Monday, January 10, 2011


I can TAKE it! (x



I hold my breathe and i pass by HIM!
OMGss~

I can do it already!

But he looks moooooood down :x
Dont looks happy :|

Ouhh~
Between,
We are friends! (:

So i care you as my FRIEND only yarh
:D

-
♥ .Bendan, TAKE OFF of you. (:

Sunday, January 9, 2011


YOU here for me now? (:


I will tell you that...
I've never REGRET at all loving you at the first till the end.

有一种爱……那就是叫
- 请你放手吧 -

I will ONE DAY (:
Now still in progressing xD

100days gonna reach leh~~~
lelelelelele

-
♥ .Bendan,waiting on others & not YOU anymore. (:

Friday, January 7, 2011


Get Off My Hand!


Six days more /.\

I think i forget you already.
You dont come out infront of me...
Nothing's gonna happen to me.

But how if you appear infront of me?
What emotion i have to use to face you?
As normal mah?

I dont think so i can really do it.
Maybe i can!
Iff..........i fall on someone already lor.

There're more chance around us.
Wish you GOOD LUCK! (:

-
♥ .Bendan not YOURS anymore. (: