Lol!

Fucking day!

Wake up from bed...thn i think of you?

What?!

What am i thinking now?

>_<

Yesterday talk about you again.

Talk about the foot-print of us.

*sigh...

I dreamed you last night.

imy suddenly.

This early morning...

My phone rang.

Msg tone.

Hmm...

I thought it was you.

x( | )x

But....haihx.

Baby,

Do you still miss me.

So you think of me sometime?

I feel that you still miss me.

Always & always the phone msg came.

I thought it was you!

But then.WAS NOT at all.

My phone...became silent.

After we broke...one massage i didnt even get from you.

Hurt. =(

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Bendan macam suka seorang >.<

Like & not love.

I cant put down on you...

I still think of you...

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Why you loved me?

Why you needed me?

Why you hurted me?

& left this sad for me...

Being emo?is not me...

Emo - is not Chan Xue Ying !

(=

- ♥ .imma still love baby,eu. ♥

Sorry That I loved You.

I put aside the guns

You want to go whereever

Where you dont have to look

What I'm saying?

Stop feelin' sorry for yourself

Whatever you want,

we got it,

And if you're laid off

Good~

You deserve it,

fuck what you heard,

fuck the worry makes the world alive!

Thanks. (:

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For all of the times that i tried for your smile

For making you think that i was worth while

So your love(4x) would be mine.

For sending you flowers & holding your hand

That no was there to take a stand

But then love(3x) made us blind.

And I'm so sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesnt turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that i held you tight.

And i'm sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye

For being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love(3x) and it passed us by

For giving you everything that you dreamed

For taking it back when i fled the scene

Sorry love, for wasting your time

And i'm so sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i fell through

Sorry i was falling love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesnt turn back time.

An apology now after all of this time

Wont make any difference tonight

But i'm hoping " i'm sorry " will open your mind

To love(4x) in your life.

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This were just like how you treat me.

This for : Baby. ♥

♥ .imma still love baby,eu. ♥

Yer...

Bendan♥ can sleep at all

x(

Why?

Use phone online till 5.30am

After that only sleep...

Yiii....

So freaking bad mood now.

Sure because not enough sleep de lor.

Why i cant close my eyes?

Nvm bah.

Got panda eyes,

Thn got lur...

I dont scare :D

Hmm...

Bendan♥ forget the day of 23/11 le.

Yorr...our day lol...

100 days...

Now me wait the day we were not together,

For 100days.

Then i can sing...

第几个一百天~

还是还有感觉...

Bendan♥ still waiting baby.

=) | (=

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- ♥ .imma still love baby,eu. ♥

Cant sleep the whole night.

I miz eu.

:(

My bed...

有你的味道~

Hehehe ^^''

Till here...

(x

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- ♥ .imma still love baby,eu. ♥

Hey,

♥вєи∂αи♥

Sorry ya.

Delete jur the old blog.

Nevermind...

This is new one.

The new of me again (x

Anyway,

I still have to say sorry to

Sorlou-Nick.

Imma very sorry.

I gave you hope...&..i took it away.

&& you're very nice person.

I hope you can find a better one than me x)

Good luck to you ya :D

Mun...

I miss you. )x

Why cant i stop thinking of you?

Why...

Anyone tell me why?

why?

why?

why?

- ♥ .imma still love baby,eu. ♥